Dear Bali,

Not all stories end with happily ever after. I'm not okay. Often, I choose to pretend I'm happy just to temporarily ease the pain. I do understand na walang permanente sa mundo kaya lahat natatapos. Everything will eventually and certainly come to its end without us knowing when, and minsan pa nga without us knowing why... It's something I can't control but something I have to live up with..

Ngayon, kelangan kong makalimot not because I want to but because I have to. Reality bites at masakit. But I know there will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, love will be expressed in solitude, and promises will be fulfilled... somewhere, somehow, someday. I know...

Pare, salamat. Salamat sa lahat... It's just too sad that things between us have to end up like this. And I feel sorry that it has to be this way. Just because my eyes don't tear doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..

Naaalala mo pa yung sign na tinuro ko sa 'yo? Yung sign sa kamay meaning forever? Hindi nangangahulugan na kakalimutan natin yung taong naging mahalagang bahagi ng buhay natin kapag nagpaalam tayo sa kanya. It's the relationship, memories, and hope that we should let go. Kahit na matatapos tayo sa salitang paalam, hindi ka mawawala dito... dito sa puso ko. Hindi ko makakalimutan na minsan dumaan ka sa buhay ko.

Until then...

Andoks